Sunday, April 19, 2009

THE CALLING: A Voice in the Dead Woods

Occasionally, at Partners in Prayer for Our Prodigals, I participate in Blog Tours. Often, the authors I have chosen to highlight have written books that offer strength and hope for each of us as we stand in the gap for our prodigals. Most fall in the category of non-fiction writing with applicable tools and spiritual enlightenment for our prayer journey.

"THE CALLING" caught my eye the moment I unwrapped the book. Written by Jacob Israel, I was immediately intrigued by the book cover as well as the author's pen name.

Jacob Israel is unlike many authors we meet today. His compelling writing style brings the reader along a fantastic journey that may stay with them for many years to come. I was excited to spotlight him here and I believe you will find, like his book, there is more to Jacob Israel than meets the eye.

For the readers who don't know you, tell us a bit about yourself.

I'm a father to three amazing children and a husband to a wife I adore. I'm someone that has been through a lot in life and grateful for every moment of it. The good, the bad, the beautiful, and the ugly, all paved the way to become who I am.

Professionally, I'm an Emmy, Telly, and N.R.B. Award winning television writer and producer, who has been blessed with a steady creative career since graduating university. However, that is not who I am.

Most my life, I was one of those people who wore a mask to fit in. I felt very alone, alienated from those around me. Looking back, I understand why. Everything I've endured had great purpose. Never meeting my biological father, coping with a severe case of Crohn's disease, suffering abuse and abandonment, losing everything, it all played its part to humble me and get me where I am today. I spent the majority of my life questioning the meaning of it, learning that it is better to love than to hate, to give rather than receive, to be content and compassionate.

As a young adult, I was most comfortable on stage. I won a dramatic scholarship to university and that is where I found my love for the written word. It would be years, and many performances of my originals works later, that would I actually dare pursue a career in writing.

Today, I couldn't be happier with that career choice, I am constantly challenged and rewarded by it. There is nothing better than sitting down to write something that, you pray, will make a difference in someone's life. This was the impetus for my novel.

Let's talk about that, why did you write THE CALLING?

I wanted desperately to share a story of how love and forgiveness can overcome all things, even the most horrible. I had to write THE CALLING. I believe I was meant to write it. I had the seed of the story burning inside me most my life, but it wasn't until devastating circumstances in my life about four years ago made it possible for me to sit down and write it.

It was a very dark and hard time, but a lot of beauty rose from those ashes, and I would not trade that experience for anything. It's the reason I chose such a dark and fearful cover. There are too many things in life keeping us from following after our dreams and finding peace. Fear is the enemy of joy. It destroys relationships, hopes, families… it destroys lives. Allegorically, that is why the woods in THE CALLING are dead.

I wanted to write something that would provoke thought and encourage readers to move past fear and into faith, to seek the life I believe we're meant to live while keeping them guessing and entertained along the way.

You mentioned allegory, some have compared your novel to The Shack and Pilgrim's Progress; is that a fair comparison?

Well, I hope it is. I can only pray it has a positive impact on those who read it. As far comparing it, that wouldn't really be up to me. But, yes, there is a story beneath the story that is told. So, in that aspect, sure, there are similarities.

For years, I have studied scripture as well as many other philosophies and religious texts. Of course, the Bible has been my biggest creative influence, not to mention the spiritual. I love the revelation one receives when the heavens of our understanding open up and we finally understand what that verse (that we couldn't understand) finally means. "It is glory of God to conceal a thing, and honor of Kings to seek out the matter.”

In my novel, there are many hidden treasures for those with "eyes to see" if you will.
Although, there is no need to look deeper, because I believe the message, intrigue, and suspense are loud and clear. It still is very rewarding, I think, to find the more veiled spiritual meaning but that's up to the reader. From anagrams, to events, locations, names, to the title of the book, and even (clears throat) the author's name, there is a reason for it all. Like, for examples sake, if one were to string every chapter title together, it might be cool if there were a hidden message there, wink, wink, nudge, nudge.

What does the title of the book mean?

Well, I believe all of us have a calling on our lives, a purpose we are to carry out. Thomas James, the lead character in the novel is no different. His purpose is a bit grander than most, however. He doesn't truly understand the significance of what he is called to do. The novel documents the first eighteen years of the boy’s life. He's haunted by nightmares of what may come, visited by strange messengers, abused, alienated, and abandoned, yet despite his circumstances he has an uncanny ability to love and forgive. Thomas is ever questioning the role he is to play and his circumstances. Perhaps, Thomas was "called" to be that "voice in the dead woods" the title speaks of, calling people out of the deep sleep that keeps them from finding out who they truly are.

You mention the first eighteen years of Thomas's life, the book does lend to a sequel; will we hear from Thomas again?

Sure, THE CALLING is the first novel in a series. Before the Prologue you'll find two pages with two peculiar quotes. One states, "Your life is not what it appears to be, what will happen when the truth is poured out on a world that is deceived?"

What is interesting about this passage is, it is credited to "The Book Of Thomas James" in the year 2012.

Most may skim past passages like this, but like I said, there's a reason for everything. So keep your eyes peeled for the next book in the series to released in the next year or two.

Who will this book appeal to?

First of all, let's talk age appropriate. I am excited to hear how varied the ages are of those who love the book. I'm most surprise with those age twelve and up. I wanted the book to appeal to a large demographic. So, to have a younger generation also excited about an allegorical fiction with a mature spiritual message and theme is a dream come true.

As far as, what type of person should read THE CALLING, I believe anyone who is not fulfilled in life, who wants more from entertainment than just escape, anyone who has suffered, or experienced great loss and didn't understand why. I think, whole heartedly this is the book for you. You will relate with Thomas's struggle, you will be encouraged by what comes out of it, and inspired by how anything is possible with faith and love.

So, Jacob--what exactly is THE CALLING: A VOICE IN THE DEAD WOODS about?

THE CALLING is an inspirational thriller about a twelve-year boy named Thomas James, whose extraordinary insight and purpose changes the lives of those he meets, and sets the world on its edge.


The self absorbed, greedy, and arrogant residents of Bethel begin to despise young Thomas James for the honest words he speaks. His peers torment him, strange messengers visit him, and an evil presence fights to destroy him every step along the way.


Thomas suffers from prophetic nightmares and visions he does not understand. The loss of his family is almost more than he can take. His internal struggle to make sense of his circumstances leads him down a perilous road, where nothing is as it seems.


Soon, the startling revelation of who Thomas James truly is will confound the masses and inspire all those he sets free.


You have to find out what is in us all that makes us heed the "Calling".


Where is the book available and how do we find out more about it?

You know my website is a great place to start. It is http://www.jacobisrael.org/ and it has video trailers, a synopsis, sample chapters, reviews, links to purchase it online and general info about upcoming events, news, etc. I also do a bi-weekly video journal posted in the author section. Like the book, I hid messages, inspirational poetry, and lots of other fun stuff to find on the web site. The book is available everywhere books are sold, if you can't find it at your local bookstore, see if they can order it for you, and if not, all the major online retailers, from amazon.com to target.com carry it as well.

In closing, what do you want the readers of THE CALLING to take away from this book?

Obviously, I hope they enjoy it and are entertained. However, the most important thing to me is that, those who read it will find that even in the hardest, and most difficult of times, there is hope. Hope…that is what I want people to take away from this book.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

THIS IS HOW IT FEELS TO BE FREE!



Guess what my MIP is doing today?

He is delivering SANITY Day Seminar flyers to 50 Churches in the west metro area of Minneapolis!

Did you hear me?

HE is spreading the SANITY message!

Yup! That's my son! The same son who we have prayed for--for nearly a decade. The same son who has lived the SANITY principles vicariously through us. The same son who I have been standing in the gap for--for so long--VOLUNTEERED to help spread the news about our upcoming SANITY Day Seminar on May 2, 2009.

So this afternoon, he and his tattoos are walking into 50 Church offices....the same young man who resisted anything to do with Church for so long. The same young man who was so angered by our SANITY principles....is now hand delivering the SANITY message!

Isn't God amazing!

When we surrender our pain to Him...He is faithful to complete the work he has purposed for each of us!

If we only take our hands off our (prodigal) adult children, God will hold them in the palm of His hands and guide them to His freedom!

THIS IS HOW IT FEELS TO BE FREE!

The joy I feel can hardly be contained. After years of trying to micro-manage change in his life, I finally surrendered my control; and in no time at all, God began to do a good work in my son's life. We have been watching him grow and learn. We have been reaping the benefits of a healed relationship. We have been sitting in the lap of God each day as we have seen our son begin to BE the man that God intends him to be.

And now, this afternoon, it is clear: God has bumped up the learning curve just a bit. Not only is He bringing our MIP to independence--He is bringing our son....home to Him! Our MIP's heart has opened and while he may not know it yet--he IS touching the hem of His garment!

This is how it feels to be free
This is what it means to know that
I am forgiven
This is how it feels to be free
To see that life can be more than i imagined

This is how it feels to be free
This is how it feels to be free

It's been an amazing journey! The joy we have felt as we have watched him successfully make baby-steps of progress fill our hearts to overflowing. Imagine the joy we will feel when the day comes for that Comin' Home Banquet--the day our MIP will finally know what it feels to be free!

Friday, April 03, 2009

First Friday's with Val

"It's time now for you to take this critical step of taking off those blinders of wishful thinking or happy childhood memories. It's time for you to see your child as he really is...not as who you wish he was." Allison Bottke, Setting Boundaries With Your Adult Children, pg. 83.

When I read this line last May, it was a month after my oldest daughter moved out of our family home and in with her boyfriend. The words crushed me. The reality of these words caused me so much anguish that I couldn't pick up the book again for several months. I wasn't ready to let go of the fantasy that my beautiful child, whom I poured so much love and time and attention into, would somehow how magically return to that same innocent child who never lied, who was never disobedient and rarely angry, who embraced our values and our morals with her whole heart and soul, and who totally respected and lover her whole family.

The happy childhood memories will always remain the same. But the child within those memories had so drastically changed that I didn't recognize her anymore.

We did everything "right." I was a stay-at-home mom, who worked only part-time (10 hours a week) so that my kids would only be in daycare for four hours twice a week. We sent the kids to private schools. We went to church every Sunday. The girls went through all of the sacraments--baptism, reconciliation, First Communion, confirmation--and they participated in youth groups and community service projects. Brownie Scouts, dance lessons, music lessons, sports--all of those activities which are supposed to develop character and discipline. For the most part, my girls were a breeze to parent, going through the typical stages with minor disruptions. God was central to our family life.

The changes began after my daughter survived a severe episode of lupus nephritis. She was gravely ill for quite some time, and came close to death in November of 2005. However, a miracle saved her--and soon after, her lupus went into remission. But just a month later, my daughter began new patterns of behavior which caused her to slide downhill into the abyss of rebellion and rejection of her Christian life.

The whole family went down that hill with her--trying to pull her back up and back into the safety of our loving home. However, she fought us every step of the way, dragging herself and us deeper and deeper into that quagmire of anguish and pain. Crisis and chaos became the new "norm" for our life--so drastically different that what our family had ever been through before. Her physical illness was "easier" to go through than this emotional and spiritual attack we were experiencing.

We finally "let go" a few months ago. I'd like to say it was easy to do, but it was not. However, the chaos has been replaced by peace. Granted, there are days where I still miss my daughter incredibly--but I miss the little girl with the smile which would take your breath away, not the angry young woman who threw everything we ever taught her back into our faces with venom and spit. God has been with me every step of the way--with His strength, His comfort, His guidance, and His gentle and tender presence. As Allison book advises--one has to YIELD everything to God in order to regain SANITY.

If you have any questions or comments for me, please feel free to do so. As time goes on, I will continue to share more of my story and how Allison's book helped me to set those boundaries necessary for me to let go and let my daughter experience the consequences of her behaviors.

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Thank you to our guest blogger, Val, as she continues to minister to our hearts each "First Fridays with Val."

Please leave a comment or question for Val, who brings not only a Professional expertise to the issues we struggle with, but a very touching and personal experience. She is a sojourner!

Thursday, April 02, 2009

What do YOU HOPE for today?


Welcome to THANKFUL THURSDAY

I AM THANKFUL THAT APRIL FOOL'S DAY IS OVER!

I'm such a sucker (and I say that in the most civilized way)! I loathe April Fool's pranks!

I was "punk'd twice in the first ten minutes of the day for crying out loud! My son's best friend announced that his overweight, diabetic, hip-dysplasia-suffering Golden...Lab had died. As I babbled on and on about how sorry I was for him and his entire family--WHAM! I'd been punk'd. Have I mentioned, I HATE April Fool's pranks!

So BRAVO and throw out the welcome matt--it's April 2nd!

What things do you hope for this day? Our TT hostess, Laurie at Women Taking A Stand: Standing Boldly in our Faith, has chosen Hope for this TT theme. (Please visit Laurie's blog--it's worth a visit for the name alone! Love! Love! Love it!)

According to Wiki.com, the word HOPE appears in the Bible 121 times in the KJV, and 159 times in the NIV. There are also other related words such as 'hoped' and 'hopeful'.

Biblegateway.com offered 174 references when I did a HOPE search this morning!

"What is my point?" you ask in hopeful anticipation????? ;)
  • To always remember where our HOPE comes from!
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit" (Romans 15:13)
  • I HOPE that my dear out-of-state friend finds peace and comfort as their family sends their adult son back to Teen Challenge following a relapse of addiction after years of sobriety.
  • I HOPE a college cohort finds peace and comfort as her family is dealing with their son's incarceration
  • I HOPE that friends and family who live in the Red River Valley will be safe and kept from harm's way. I HOPE there are no more blizzards and flooding!
"He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us" (2 Corinthians 1:10)
  • I HOPE that my own MIP continues to grow physically, emotionally and spiritually
  • I HOPE that my daughter and son-in-law may have the desire of their hearts.
"Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer" (Romans 12:12)
  • I HOPE for God's favor on all of our Kingdom work!
  • I HOPE for peace and assurance as I learn to put my faith, my trust, in God's plan for Setting Boundaries~my passion and a gift from God, fulfilling my purpose!
  • I HOPE every contact I have made will say YES!
"Therefore, since we have such a hope, we are very bold" (2 Corinthians 3:12)
  • I HOPE to be able to set aside my will....and live in God's Will for my life.
"But by faith we eagerly await through the Spirit the righteousness for which we hope" (Galations 5:5)
  • I HOPE you all will return for tomorrow's post by Val! "First Friday's with Val" will be posted and waiting for your return! ;)
"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint" (Isaiah 40:31)

My blogging friends, our HOPE is not in vain, for we have "a faith and knowledge resting on the hope of eternal life, which God, who does not lie, promised before the beginning of time" (Titus 1:2)

May God Bless each of this day and "guide [us] in [His] truth and teach us, for [He is our] God [our] Savior, and [our] hope is in Him all day long" (Psalm 25:5).



Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Is there even a question?????


WORDLESS WEDNESDAY











Springtime in Texas??????





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Springtime in Minnesota??????













IS THERE EVEN A QUESTION?????????